I'm pregnant I just got the news I sit rubbing by belly waiting for you. Although you can't move yet I still fell you there as I close my eyes and fall deep into prayer. Dear God, thank you for this precious child this is a miracle from heaven there is no denial. I imagine holding you as you place your hand into mine as I opened my eyes and realized the time. The time was in the past but that vision of you is a memory that still lasts. You left me to early and for this I still weep my womb is empty the pain is so deep. I can't help but wonder if you are ok I imagine you placing your hand into mine one day as we soar side by side in the heavens above but for now my angel I will still give you love as I rub my belly you are not there as I look up to heaven with a wondering stare. I close my eyes and begin to pray Jesus, will you please bless me again one day.